March 2017 Update
One of my favorite spots in my favorite city. |
(Note: If you don't want to read this - just skip to the very end for the "Summary".)
Sometimes, working for EMI out of the Global Office in the
United States isn’t the most gratifying work. We often look back on our time
overseas in Uganda and the UK as times where we ‘felt’ more a part of the
ministry work we set out to be a part of just over 9 years ago. I would like to
say that’s not the case, but that wouldn’t be true.
And actually, that’s ok to admit. It’s not a terrible thing
to want to ‘feel’ like you’re doing something important. I think everyone wants
that.
5/6 of the UK Board of Directors (EMI CEO John Dallmann joined via Skype from the US) |
But we can’t let those feelings confuse us into ignoring
what the actual facts are. Because while sometimes those feelings serve as an
important ‘nudge’ to get us to consider making a change, other times they will
deceive us into believing that we need to make a change when in fact that isn’t
the case.
A few weeks ago, we held a weekend-long board meeting and time together. A very enjoyable time with this good group of guys, despite the bitter cold front that blew through the UK that day. |
It shouldn’t come as a surprise that our family hopes to
move overseas again at some point in our work with EMI. And, we’re open to that
being an indefinite move. In some ways, we’re looking for signs or
opportunities that would lead us to conclude that God is saying it’s time. But
the reality is, it just hasn’t come yet.
If I’m honest, what I actually feel is that the work I’m
doing right now with EMI here at the Global Office in Colorado is the most
important work I’ve been a part of since we were appointed to EMI staff back in
2007.
A 'prayer dice'. You elect someone to pray for the meal, roll the dice, and read the prayer. I'd never heard of such a thing before but kind of liked it. I felt it was done in a very sincere way. |
There’s a term I’ve heard a number of times in the mission
community. It’s called, ‘sexy ministry’. I’m sorry if that’s offensive to some,
but I actually kind of like the term because it’s a perfect descriptor that
helps categorize mission work in the minds of those involved. It acknowledges
that some mission work is more popular and attractive for people to get
involved in than other mission work is, sometimes irrespective of what might
actually be most helpful. At times, this distorted view and desire to be in
‘sexy’ ministry has the potential to lead us down wrong paths.
Bringing water to the poor is sexy ministry. Fixing unsafe
buildings and making them safe again is sexy ministry. Directly sharing the
gospel message to unreached people groups is sexy ministry. Living in Africa is
sexy (whether ministry or not!). So what isn’t sexy? Working for a mission
organization’s home office inside the United States – even if that work is critical
to the success of those participating in the ‘sexier’ aspects of the ministry.
The Thames in Windsor - 90% of the time, you fly directly over Windsor castle about 1 minute before landing on approach to London Heathrow airport. |
Ok, I’ll stop using the word sexy now (my kids might
actually read this post!), but I think you get what I’m saying. This season of
work with EMI’s Global Office in Colorado will undoubtedly not last forever. I
really believe God will one day allow us to return to the ‘field’ since our
desire to do so is strong.
Heresy alert! No, I’m not saying God gives us everything we
want. Apologies to the prosperity gospel faithful, but that just isn’t true.
What I do think though is that God very often gives us the desires of our heart
when those desires involve feeling a calling to join in his work. Not always,
but often, and this is the sense we have.
We live in Colorado Springs! Most Americans think of the
Springs as a mecca of Christianity, and one of the most beautiful/desirable
places in the country to live. Our feelings? Well, yes, it’s ok (though we
think Oregon wins the beauty contest!)…but mostly, we’d much rather return to
Africa, or even post-Christian Europe, or even somewhere else EMI is working if
it means we can be more closely connected to the ministry work of EMI. Why? I
can only chalk it up to the sense of calling we first started feeling back in
2007. In other words, it doesn’t fully make sense apart from seeming like it’s God’s
doing.
Whoever says it's never sunny in London is lying. This photo, snapped in 1997, is proof otherwise. (Kidding - I took a walk in Hyde Park near Kensington Palace.) |
So what’s my point? Admittedly, I’m having a bit of moan.
But I also wanted to communicate that right now, I really do feel like God is
using us in big ways at EMI. How?
A house I stayed in, in Guildford. It's an old carriage house that was recently remodeled by the architect who lives in it. Pretty amazing. |
We are in the process of transitioning EMI into a truly
global entity – one that employs up to 50% local nationals in our now 10
worldwide offices (we’re growing fast – just 3 years ago we only had 6
offices!). The ramifications and complications of this are widespread. If we
don’t get this right, we could sink the whole ministry of EMI and the
incredible work God is doing in and through us and the people we serve.
And while the work of EMI continues on stronger than ever
around the world (I’m trying to post about this as much as possible on our Facebook
page and elsewhere), the fact is that structurally, as an organization, we are
changing, and changing “bigly” (I never knew this was a word!). And by the way,
I believe these changes are absolutely essential – and more importantly, I
believe it’s God who’s ultimately stirring these things.
It's an Abercrombie Kids store now, but this non-descript little row building at 3 Savile Road was a famous place to be on 30 January, 1969. (Google it!) |
Summary: 1) we’re not very sexy right now, though 2) we
feel strongly that God is using us right where we are; 3) we’re not going
anywhere long-term anytime soon, that we know of; 4) we’re hoping #3 changes,
in God’s timing; 5) ultimately, we’re content with 1 – 4 and thankful that
God’s in charge, despite what we think or feel.
Welcome home dinner after my 5-day trip to the UK |
CEO John Dallmann celebrated his birthday at the EMI office recently. John treated us to a speech in West African pigeon, complete with translation from Nigerian intern Tolu! |
This may be the first non-soccer picture posted on this blog, but Jonah (#24) has for now decided to hang up his 'football boots' to play basketball instead. He's loving it! |
Graysen (far right) guest-played on a tournament team in Pueblo last weekend. The spring Soccer season has begun! |
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